Exciting Days?

Excitement is burning in my heart. I can hardly sleep or think of anything else. My mind is filled with a million things I need to do.

Since reading the letter from Jude (as mentioned in my last post), my heart has really been stirred to speak the truth. I know something absolutely wonderful, and one way or another I am going to shout it to the world.

For so long, the wonderful gospel of my God has been shut up in side of me. I have yearned to shout for a very long time; yet God would not let me. However, I feel now that just maybe this is going to change. While I don't necessarily believe that I will be heard, I do at least feel I have my Father's permission to begin speaking. Oh, how I hope this is true!

As a result of this stirring inside me, I am changing much of the content on my website. Some things are going to be removed, and I have many things I hope to add.

Tomorrow, I plan to order a digital voice recorder so I can add some audio teaching to my website. I'm also planning on taking complete advantage of YouTube and other video hosting sites. And while I won't be holding my breath waiting for people to actually listen to or watch me speak, I will at least have the momentary joy of saying the things that I find so wonderful.

Who knows? Maybe tomorrow I will wake up to feel that I shouldn't do any of this. Maybe my Father is just being kind to me by giving me a few days of excitement.

If that is all that is happening, then I am thankful to Him for giving me these exciting days. However, I hope that it is more than that. I so hope that I finally get to speak with my mouth the things that have for so long been shut up in my bones.