Sunday, March 22, 2009

Thanks Father!

Dear Father,

Thank you for helping me pass the time as I wait for the return of your Son.

Though it is now very clear to me that my website will not play any part in your kingdom, I am very thankful to you for allowing me to have it. It helps keeps me occupied as I wait for the return of your Son, and it also provides an “outlet” for all the wonderful things that are stored up inside of me.

At the beginning of this year, I was in misery as I waited for the return of your Son. I was incredibly board, and I also felt incredible lonely and isolated. In my misery I cried out to you, and thankfully you heard my cry. For it wasn’t long after I cried out to you that you compelled me to once again start my website.

I must admit that as I began to work on my website I was filled with great excitement. I felt that I was possibly doing something important for your kingdom. But as the days have passed by, I can now see that that is not the case. Instead, it appears that my website only exist as a means of keeping me busy as I wait for you.

I want you to know that I am in no way disappointed. Instead, I am very thankful to you for showing me this kindness. For the past couple of months have been enjoyable and they have passed by really fast. I realize that such seasons do not last forever, but I am thankful to you for them while they last.

I look very forward to the day that I no longer need a means of passing the time. I look forward to the day when my hope is finally fulfilled. I look forward to the day that I look up to the sky and see your Son. For it is then that my waiting will be over. It is then that I will be home and my life can finally begin.

Oh how I long for that day!

You son,
Jason

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